I realise i'm just so not suitable to have online diary, because i'm simply too lazy to do the routine. LOL. But today i'm in blogging mood. =D Updates:

hmm...  okay, ever since school term started, Projects, assignments and tests are all over the place. However, my 2008 was closed beautifully, with my dearest niece born on the 30th Dec 2008. :)) Tara Lee Mei Ireland, nice name yeah? ahhahahaha. i fall in love with my darling, people says i behave as if she's my boyfriend, as long as i see her, i'm so happy. LOL

This Jan:
It's Miss Stacy Ee's 20th on the 24th! we went zouk on the 23rd. Girls had dinner @TCC before zouk. Fun night, we had. =)

Then followed by CNY! unlucky 2009 CNY i had, but nvm, i have sweetie Tara as console. haha. =DD *madly in love.

Next, Miss Violet Er's 20th. met up with sweefong to go er's place. people started falling in late when time announced was 8.30pm. EVEN the host herself was late. LOL. gamble session as usual, cutting of cakes and hugs from er's mummy. =)

The very next day was my darling's 1st Month! WOOT! BBQ @newton. =) Happy mum and dad of baby tara, had great night. Tiring day for me as well, but "SMART" me, jio majong @jinfeng's, ended up losing. LOL.


      

2 out of 3.
2 weeks of holiday have past, out of 7, touched on 1 only. Have to start on the rest during the last 1 week of holidays.

what happened:
12th ~ drink with aunties and uncles at Dempsey hut. -.-
13th ~ cant rem anything.
14th - 18th ~ mid night majong =)
19th -21th ~ Drama 'Iljimae' =))
22th ~ Breakfast with mum, Lunch and shopping with cecilia(Lovely sister bought me heels and bags for CNY), Went drinking with richard and his friend fred. =))))))
23th ~ Shopping with Jean (shop for xmas exchange presents, Jean bought me a Fossil coin purse.) =))
24th ~ Went to Ddungeon with my girls (hui was working =( ), and some other guys with their girlfriends. Left for home to meet up with andrew and ppl at 11.30pm. Missed the fun with my girls, but had fun till 7am with andrew and the rest =)))))
25th ~ Had wonderful family dinner @ PS cafe without 2 mads =))))))
26th ~ Drama 'East od eden', end the day hearing quarrels between the 2 mads. Irritating people to spoil my day. =((((((
27th ~ Went for ZSS band's concert @ Singapore Conference Hall. Got flowers for Er, Bong, Val, William and Steven, but the flowers didnt make it by the time i gave it out =( But, anyway, took photos with many of them =))). Waited for Rj and ppl to fetch me up at SCH =((((. Headed to Bugis (initial plan was CSC for k, but was full, then Ben's pub but it was closed -.-). Cut cake for Chungee & the guys' amry talk & BREAKING n Lovely News @ marina barrage. Then, You Tiao Da Wang @ Geylang. The rest went home, when its already 4am. Leaving Rj, Lq, Ming, Leo and i went around eating WIND. -.- Reached home around 5 plus. =)
28th ~ Heading to town for movie with Rj & Lq @8pm

Life have been really hard this year, but i still love him like before. Saw him in such condition made my heart breaks, my fat papa had become skinny papa. He look so different now, and the most important thing is that, he doesnt seem to recognise me. That kind of feeling is so scary, a feeling that i had never wanted it to happen on me. i dont know what can i do. Although mum told me, pa can recognise me, is just that he dont like to talk much nowdays. I really really hope that he still can recognise me, even though we were not that close in fact, but i do love him. seeing him in such conditions made me loss of words to describe how i am feeling right now. Hope that he can recover asap. P.S, please! idiots get your hands off him, let him have his illness treated in peace.

Alright, after all the emo-ing today, it's time for me to start all over. =)  For everyone that cares about me, i should cheer up and make things right. I cannot control situations that happended around me, or going to happen to me, but whatever it is, i have to bravely overcome all of them. Not to make people around me worried for me, they have their stuff to be vexed over already. anyway, time seems to be passing by slow, i rather be happy. =)

SO, I've decided to not make anyone be worried for me. =)

Things to do:

1. Get a part time job-cashless
2. Work hard for my pathetic last semester of year 3.
3. Care for people around me.
4. Majong all the way! =DDD

I FUKING HATE MYSELF:

WHAT HAD I DID TO SUFFER ALL THESE?

WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE ALL THESE?

WHEN WILL ALL THESE PROBLEMS BE SOLVED?

WHO CAN BRING ME OUT FROM ALL THESE?

WHERE ELSE CAN I GO IF I DONT STAY PUT AND HANG IN THERE?

HOW CAN I HELP MYSELF?

Woot! finally! we managed to meet up!

Present: Huiru, Aiwen, Liping, Huimin, Quak ken, Libin
Absent: Derek. (he gave me last min stunts)

1. Went for dinner at . Imagine! a CORN RAMEN is $11, a SCALLOP RAMEN also $11. Main point is, our dear aiwen wanted to order corn ramen initially if i'm not wrong! Spending 11 on a CORN ramen, such a waste of money it will be. anyway, i think we talk so much and so loud in Ajisen la, i only can hear our own conversations.
2. Went , IPHONE got herself a cup of ice cream and we just slack at Gelare with that pathetic small ice cream. For the very FIRST TIME, i step in Gelare and didnt get anything for myself.

3. Went  Rochor beancurd, although the one we went was the next door, but i cant find the logo. =p. anyway, IPHONE trust me so much la, scary! we drove her dad's 7 seater from woodlands to rochor! omg. my first time driving friend's family car, first time drive BIG cars. Whatever it is, all of us got home safely in the end, including me who got home in quak's bike.

Nice gathering! although we ate throughout the night, but with all the chit chats we had, it was fun. =) I'm waiting for the upcoming one already! IPHONE, quick! ur job! woot! =)

Happening weekends i had. Meet up with buibong at hougang mall after work on sat. wa, that buibong ah, make me wait for her for 1 hour, zzzz. But the waiting time was fruitful, =) i found out that ISSEY MIYAKE had a new limited edition, L'Eau d'Issey Une Goutte. woot! i'm gonna get it for sure! Majong with Gu Ma at her place first then headed for movie with my girls plus melvin and phan. Supper was after that, long chit chats between us, some talk like free, some kept quiet as listener. really hoped everyone had fun because i did, =)

Majong again on Sun, with JJ & co. then badminton with my girls. supper after that again. i think all of us sure grow fat after sometime, so much supper. Long chit chats again, it sounds more like a debate session to me though. whatever it is, hope that whatever problems we all having can be solved asap. =)