I realise i'm just so not suitable to have online diary, because i'm simply too lazy to do the routine. LOL. But today i'm in blogging mood. =D Updates:

hmm...  okay, ever since school term started, Projects, assignments and tests are all over the place. However, my 2008 was closed beautifully, with my dearest niece born on the 30th Dec 2008. :)) Tara Lee Mei Ireland, nice name yeah? ahhahahaha. i fall in love with my darling, people says i behave as if she's my boyfriend, as long as i see her, i'm so happy. LOL

This Jan:
It's Miss Stacy Ee's 20th on the 24th! we went zouk on the 23rd. Girls had dinner @TCC before zouk. Fun night, we had. =)

Then followed by CNY! unlucky 2009 CNY i had, but nvm, i have sweetie Tara as console. haha. =DD *madly in love.

Next, Miss Violet Er's 20th. met up with sweefong to go er's place. people started falling in late when time announced was 8.30pm. EVEN the host herself was late. LOL. gamble session as usual, cutting of cakes and hugs from er's mummy. =)

The very next day was my darling's 1st Month! WOOT! BBQ @newton. =) Happy mum and dad of baby tara, had great night. Tiring day for me as well, but "SMART" me, jio majong @jinfeng's, ended up losing. LOL.


      

2 out of 3.
2 weeks of holiday have past, out of 7, touched on 1 only. Have to start on the rest during the last 1 week of holidays.

what happened:
12th ~ drink with aunties and uncles at Dempsey hut. -.-
13th ~ cant rem anything.
14th - 18th ~ mid night majong =)
19th -21th ~ Drama 'Iljimae' =))
22th ~ Breakfast with mum, Lunch and shopping with cecilia(Lovely sister bought me heels and bags for CNY), Went drinking with richard and his friend fred. =))))))
23th ~ Shopping with Jean (shop for xmas exchange presents, Jean bought me a Fossil coin purse.) =))
24th ~ Went to Ddungeon with my girls (hui was working =( ), and some other guys with their girlfriends. Left for home to meet up with andrew and ppl at 11.30pm. Missed the fun with my girls, but had fun till 7am with andrew and the rest =)))))
25th ~ Had wonderful family dinner @ PS cafe without 2 mads =))))))
26th ~ Drama 'East od eden', end the day hearing quarrels between the 2 mads. Irritating people to spoil my day. =((((((
27th ~ Went for ZSS band's concert @ Singapore Conference Hall. Got flowers for Er, Bong, Val, William and Steven, but the flowers didnt make it by the time i gave it out =( But, anyway, took photos with many of them =))). Waited for Rj and ppl to fetch me up at SCH =((((. Headed to Bugis (initial plan was CSC for k, but was full, then Ben's pub but it was closed -.-). Cut cake for Chungee & the guys' amry talk & BREAKING n Lovely News @ marina barrage. Then, You Tiao Da Wang @ Geylang. The rest went home, when its already 4am. Leaving Rj, Lq, Ming, Leo and i went around eating WIND. -.- Reached home around 5 plus. =)
28th ~ Heading to town for movie with Rj & Lq @8pm

Life have been really hard this year, but i still love him like before. Saw him in such condition made my heart breaks, my fat papa had become skinny papa. He look so different now, and the most important thing is that, he doesnt seem to recognise me. That kind of feeling is so scary, a feeling that i had never wanted it to happen on me. i dont know what can i do. Although mum told me, pa can recognise me, is just that he dont like to talk much nowdays. I really really hope that he still can recognise me, even though we were not that close in fact, but i do love him. seeing him in such conditions made me loss of words to describe how i am feeling right now. Hope that he can recover asap. P.S, please! idiots get your hands off him, let him have his illness treated in peace.

Alright, after all the emo-ing today, it's time for me to start all over. =)  For everyone that cares about me, i should cheer up and make things right. I cannot control situations that happended around me, or going to happen to me, but whatever it is, i have to bravely overcome all of them. Not to make people around me worried for me, they have their stuff to be vexed over already. anyway, time seems to be passing by slow, i rather be happy. =)

SO, I've decided to not make anyone be worried for me. =)

Things to do:

1. Get a part time job-cashless
2. Work hard for my pathetic last semester of year 3.
3. Care for people around me.
4. Majong all the way! =DDD

I FUKING HATE MYSELF:

WHAT HAD I DID TO SUFFER ALL THESE?

WHY DO I HAVE TO FACE ALL THESE?

WHEN WILL ALL THESE PROBLEMS BE SOLVED?

WHO CAN BRING ME OUT FROM ALL THESE?

WHERE ELSE CAN I GO IF I DONT STAY PUT AND HANG IN THERE?

HOW CAN I HELP MYSELF?

Woot! finally! we managed to meet up!

Present: Huiru, Aiwen, Liping, Huimin, Quak ken, Libin
Absent: Derek. (he gave me last min stunts)

1. Went for dinner at . Imagine! a CORN RAMEN is $11, a SCALLOP RAMEN also $11. Main point is, our dear aiwen wanted to order corn ramen initially if i'm not wrong! Spending 11 on a CORN ramen, such a waste of money it will be. anyway, i think we talk so much and so loud in Ajisen la, i only can hear our own conversations.
2. Went , IPHONE got herself a cup of ice cream and we just slack at Gelare with that pathetic small ice cream. For the very FIRST TIME, i step in Gelare and didnt get anything for myself.

3. Went  Rochor beancurd, although the one we went was the next door, but i cant find the logo. =p. anyway, IPHONE trust me so much la, scary! we drove her dad's 7 seater from woodlands to rochor! omg. my first time driving friend's family car, first time drive BIG cars. Whatever it is, all of us got home safely in the end, including me who got home in quak's bike.

Nice gathering! although we ate throughout the night, but with all the chit chats we had, it was fun. =) I'm waiting for the upcoming one already! IPHONE, quick! ur job! woot! =)

Happening weekends i had. Meet up with buibong at hougang mall after work on sat. wa, that buibong ah, make me wait for her for 1 hour, zzzz. But the waiting time was fruitful, =) i found out that ISSEY MIYAKE had a new limited edition, L'Eau d'Issey Une Goutte. woot! i'm gonna get it for sure! Majong with Gu Ma at her place first then headed for movie with my girls plus melvin and phan. Supper was after that, long chit chats between us, some talk like free, some kept quiet as listener. really hoped everyone had fun because i did, =)

Majong again on Sun, with JJ & co. then badminton with my girls. supper after that again. i think all of us sure grow fat after sometime, so much supper. Long chit chats again, it sounds more like a debate session to me though. whatever it is, hope that whatever problems we all having can be solved asap. =)

                                               

PARTY PARTY!

i guess our birthday girl really had fun last night @dbl O. So high all the way for her. Went dinner at fisherman's wharf then headed for dbl O and We arranged the dbl O birthday package for her.

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Shihui!!! =DD

Another attachment weekend's over! 2 more weeks to go, ENDURE, Celeste, ENDURE!!


Sleepless nights, since phan's chalet. i hope i could hang on there till tomorrow's party! OMG, *pray: Celeste's health to hang on there! Ever since the 30 secs and got myself ended up in RH, spending $500 of cecilia's, i feel guilty already!\, just because i did not take good care of myself enough. So, i promised to take care of myself, rest more and no more day as night, night as day! I know, i definitely know that, my girls would be there for me when the lousy body system of mine is not obedient, not only C03 would do that for me. My girls would not ever say that 'they were just too nice to leave me in the lurch', but i know, from them, i would hear: 'Because you're celeste, one of us.'
Sometimes i just couldn't bare with words from her, even though i told myself she's not worth my time and mind thinking of. But those words just comes to mind when i'm alone or bored. I never get to waste my time on her words while i'm with my girls or any other lovely people but except her. Was stuck in the lift with her for like a few seconds, but it seems like mins and hours, cause i just cant tolerate that face.


Anyway, let me talk about happy times with my girls. Party's tomorrow, but i'm cracking my brain for tomorrow's outift, like i've said, i dont wanna look like a weirdo in funny dressing. NO! Not for me! so, the new toga with white denim, pink tube dress or the floral back top with black denim. October is a Money's out month man!, so many birthdays, First 2, Shihui and Ping Hong, then Lq, Felix, Billy, Liping, Zhi and bla bla bla. Even though not money out, but thoughts are more important i guess. It's not just getting expensive presents is the thoughts and hearts that are put into the preparations of presents and celebration. whahahaha, PARTY PARTY PARTY!

Look at these. Pretty? my dearest sister hand-made them all by herself with the big tummy. All the frames, cushions and even that shelve that was meant to be a changing counter for the baby. i just cant stand her, she did them all by herself, all those sewing, hammering and bla bla bla. Was wondering why can't she just listen to the elders? Its for her own good, and i became a auntie when i started nagging at her. -__- God Bless Her and the baby please!

Now, today's another boring friday. My poor body is aching like nobody's business and i'm still sleepy like yesterday. i think 8 hours of sleeping is definitely not enough to cover the 36 sleepless hours. Honestly, i missed my bed so much, big, comfy and with my own smell. whahaha.

Suddenly remembered about what one of the guys mention that morning while we had our chit chats. Would we still even meet up if the couple in the group had to go their own ways in future? touch wood though. This kind of questions always apply to a big group of friends with couples in them, i guess. to answer that, i think it should all depends on the group of people, it may be hard for the couple to be behave like before, but the rest of the group should be alright, if they all willing. Friends are still friends, no matter what. It's just the value of that friend or those friends that differs in our heart.
*WARNING: DO NOT value someone or some people too much when they don't even care about you, it will just have you end up being hurt. CAREFUL while chosing those high value people to be in your heart. - Celeste

Another attachement period weekend ended. Had a super sunny day at the Black Market Art @ Dempsey house with A. & V.  The three of us were sweating like nobody's business. -_- Since we were already there in that kind of HOT weather, we still walk around and i got myself a toga top. Another new member for my wardrobe. =) Then, ended up in taka, had Delifrance for early dinner which was at the same time V.'s breakfast. We met Felix at Far East, and i went, OMG is that Felix? Couldnt recognise him at all, would have just walk pass the shop he worked at, if A didnt seen him.

Was packing my soft copies photos, and came across many supper funny ones. Secondary school life had neoprints on trend. i could remember that everytime we went out, no matter which groupof friends, Neoprints are the first thing we head for.

YEAH! 4 weeks gone! i'm like chasing the time of my attachment periods. Ever since QUANTUM started, it had been long since i get to enjoy my friday nights. Yesterday was another boring one. Initially, could have majong session with A. n yuzhen. but.... in the end. Pathetic us couldnt find place at first, when place found, player missing.. ahhhhh sad.

Although saturdays had to work, but honestly, @QA and with such a easy-going boss. Life @QA wasnt in hell that bad either. Everyday, do abit of graphics, eat at own time own target basis, watch drama, chat on msn, bla bla bla. See, isnt this super slack job? However, the only thing that i dont like is the people here, all so boring and the company's office is at far far away man.

Dreamt about them last night, a friday night. -.- Could barely recall about the actual situations in the dream, but i woke up in cold sweat. The dream just happened to be scary but the worst thing is not that, but is not able to recall a single scene of it.

Sat, 6 Sep 2008: A day out in town with my girls.

we initially planned to meet next sat for our cake baking session, but even before that, we had 2 majong sessions

Mon, 8 Sep 2008: Maggie's Bd BBQ + Majong @ lentor green.

we initially only planned to attend the bbq, BUT, what to do when all of us just love majongs that bring us together at times? had to work the next day, but still, decided to be with them. our dearie JH drove A home, cause she cant stay out late, drove me home to get clothes for my work the next day and off we head to Lentor green, (the ah ma's home).

Thur, 11 Sep 2008: Another majong session @ LG

Sudden urge of majong from M's aunt again. thats why we went for another mid night majong for 2nd time of the week.

Sat, 13 Sep 2008: Strawberry and mango cheese cake.

Due to gaining experience to bake a birthday cake for M's darling, we had a cake baking session. Steps were correct, but we added additional ingredients that FAILED it. -.- hope the actual cake wont fail. god bless M. Again, we heading for Lentor Green again! =)



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